Closed Mind

I didn't understand everything,
Many things still are confusing
And I am still thinking day,
Plus in the darkly night lived,
If only I could see the truth
Realized in life and world alike,
The places of peace have left me
Every love seems gone in the mist
Or the jagged cliffs against sea;
All the actions of goodness seem
Almost for nothing, when evil
Conquers so many in even morning;
It almost seemed totally hopeless
In every way to me when I was
Full of doubt and sadness powerful,
But even the powers of darkness
Could not stop the overwhelming
And completely complete strength
Of that thing that is total love!